so what A month September has been so far. First my surgery well Th cce day was rainy I was very scared have not had A surgery since I was a child under 6. We got to the hospital and right off they said Jonathan can not come ibecause of Covid protocols agai,iwas so upset I began to cry my anxiety at its highest ever I just wanted to leave to hell with it a ll. They let Jon in for a few minutes to sort stuff out t diont expect him up in the surgery area but at least get to where I check in and maybe able to sit down in the main lobby. Well anyway at least we got a student to come and assist to get me to where I need to be.i hate being so afraid all the time or having these qwer panic attacks.i also think The loosing our Barnaby and Jonathan emergency surgery took alot out of me.on top of working if This surgery on mt ovaries was cancer or not
So anyway I got up to my surgery I saw my surgeon before it and she kelt in front of everything will be ok they will take good care of me they had called Jonathan as well and let me have my phone to text him. So I got prepped by some nice nurses I also net The students who also would be in the room. And befor I knew it all done. Still nervous with all around me I did feel glad it was over. The surged said all week great No career bu. t will be testing The tumors to see if pre cancer cells exist. After hour of recovery I got wheeled to car and mt wonderful husband' (in case wondering it wa's laperscopic 4 holes and taken out through one of them on My right side . and of course the. pain was mostly there )
I am feeling much better pain is almost gone and emotionaly I am ok but embarrassed that I get that anxiose. We did find out The test in lab snowed pre cancer cells. So I will be having tests during The year and have a oncology doctors one for my uterus and other for blood cancer lots of tests but is ok.I feel blessed cancer free for now.
We also got a- New baby a poogle or beagle poo she is a pup a few months old we are IIIn love she is so cute. And she has been The Best medicine so much Love - well fall is coming mt favorite time of year.
