Friday, March 26, 2021

vaccine 1

 

Hey we got our first Pfizer vaccine Yesterday

My arm hurt a little this morning but I can move it fine all is well no big deal
I got mine at an event set up at an old bennys store lots of once workers with a great routine
first person ask about if have been tasted or had covid next person takes temp you wash hands then you check-in then you go through the line of ropes no only one person ahead of me then you get your shot after you sit in a chair and they get you to a webpage on your phone and you answer questions for next appointment then wait and leave after time on your paper. all good you get a card with your covid vaccine info.

Jonathan got his at Walmart it was simple, they set up fewer appointments so it is one person at a time no big deal, not a lot of info they set him up next appointment  he waited and left



Sunday, February 28, 2021

My Basset Barnaby


My basset Barnaby, this will be a fun, yet true, post. But first, right along with my husband my Basset was my joy, helper, and loving friend through my cancer. I felt so bad leaving him all day during my chemo treatments. he was so happy to see me when I got home.


I must start with the question what is a basset hound? Here is a descriptive list --- Not only are they adorable, but are funny best friends. 

1)  A Basset is a velcro dog (always watch for him to be underfoot when awake), and for me, it's a lot of love. They are not happy being left alone, the howling makes me very sad when I have to leave him home.

2)  Stubborn!!!!!!!! Nuff said.

3)  They shed a lot, and I mean a lot! Lots of tiny hairs floating through the house all year round. You could make a sweater from all the hair!

4)  They give off a musky odor, some do not like it others do not even notice. We notice it when he is hyped up or upset over something.

5)  What is on the floor is his. If you drop anything he will go for it, quick! Be it good or bad, so be careful.

6)  What's on the counter it is his also. Although they are short they are looooong. Long enough to counter surf and they love to do it.

7)  They are clowns, they can be very cute and funny.

8)  Barkers, and howlers. Yup, again nuff said.

9)  They are very hard to train, if you can train them to go potty outside then you have done a wonderful job.

10)  And finally, be prepared for smelly farts!

But most importantly they are the most lovable friend ever.

Oh, and one other thing is being prepared for lumps. Barnaby has had many lumps, not one has been cancer. Some have been removed from his ears because he dug at them or they grew too big. He has a few more on his body we are watching, but it is not uncommon for bassets to be lumpy.  So I saw a post recently about a couple and their Basset hound and how they act, so I just had to post my own story. Which of course is in some ways similar, because it is truly what Bassets are like. 

Barnaby's Story

We feel we rescued our boy from abusers. His nails were bleeding badly from a bad trimming by the owner (we cannot trim his nails as he gets too nippy about it so we bring him to vets for trimmings). And he had a scarred nose and eye. He was only a few months old and he had some nipping issues when afraid, but we got through it. He has calmed a lot over the years, he is now 9, (wow time flies). 

A day in the life of Barnaby-


THE SNORING BASSET


Aw, it is sunrise, a beautiful day, and I am still snug in my bed, warm and cozy and could sleep another hour easy. Then all of a sudden "woof woof woof". I say "no, another hour". Another "woof woof woof ". I roll over then I feel his feet at my back and nose pushing at me, and "woof woof woof" repeating over and over. "Woof woof woof " you can see it like in a movie head movement eyes wincing with each "woof". A Basset bark is not an old hound like, soft, deep, woof. It is loud and big and even a little raspy. Ok ok, I get up barely able to move my old bones, aching, trying to get my slippers on. Oh by the way, he can get out to go to the bathroom on his own. No this is for his "toothbrush" and a busy bone. I give him one of each and head back to lay down another hour. Now if I am lucky he will settle for an hour, but this is very unlikely. "Woof woof woof " again. At this point he just wants Mom up, that's it, he wants to be loved, talked to and his back scratched. As soon as I sit up this time he jumps into bed, into a warmed spot by me, and curls up for a back rub. And that is how my day starts every day.

I finally get my coffee, and Jonathan (my husband) gets up as well because of all the ruckus. We have breakfast, every meal is with Barnaby sitting, staring, dancing about, and do not make the mistake of even looking at him as he will bark the entire meal and then you end up sharing with the dog. At least one bite of toast, or more, is shared every morning. 

Now the rest of the day, 

Let's be clear right off, I am a huge klutz, I will trip over my own feet. Well since Barnaby I am practically a gymnast now, he is underfoot keeping me company all day unless I shut a gate or door behind me, which I hardly do. The gates are more for his, and at times my, safety. Like if my arms are full of things and I can't see well. Barnaby is the typical velcro Basset and very attached to me. After some morning housework (with Barnaby attached to my leg practically), lunchtime with Barnaby is a repeat of breakfast, him sitting, staring, dancing, then barking for at least a bite. We do sometimes spray him with the water bottle, but most of the time that just means we have a dancing, barking, wet dog.

Not long now, oh yes you guessed it "woof woof woof". I hear paws and nails on the window. The little Basset is on the chair looking like some crazy wolf, barking and scratching at the window. Yup the mail is here and it is Barnaby's favorite time of day. We have given cookies during the holidays to our mail delivery people from Barnaby with a photo saying "I only bark because I really like you". It is the best time of day for me. Thank you so much for all you do, the weather you go through, please just think of me as saying "Hi, Merry Christmas, love Barnaby".

After sitting in the window for a little while longer I hear a tick, tick, tick and then pounce into the recliner and baby bear grunts as he forms his nest with the blanket. Digging a hole (so he thinks anyway) which we sometimes joke that he thinks is to china. Then he is down until dinner time. 

OMG, have you ever heard a Basset Hound's snore, I thought my husband was bad. I have had times the noise scared me thinking something was in the house, nope just my sweet cute sleeping dude.





Then darkness falls upon the house, it's sunset and guess who is awake and barking for his real meal of the day, his homemade dinner a bowl of rice and chicken with green beans and pumpkin. Then he climbs back into bed for the night.


A few other tidbits 

He enjoys watching out the back window or laying on the deck in summer, watching the birds and squirrels, if something new comes along like a different type of bird he hasn't seen he will bark until I come to look. If he is in the yard he chases everything like any hound would, it's not like he can catch anything, he is pretty fast, but not that fast.

In the car he is good while driving on highways, but when at lights or if he sees people walking or riding bikes, he will bark the entire time. And is very rude at drive-throughs. But, I love him so much I wouldn't trade him for all the money in the world, he is my boy.

In most ways having a Basset is like having any loving dog, he is just a bit more stubborn, and um stubborn, and did I say stubborn. I am cuddling with him right now giving him kisses, oh enough ok, as he heads to the corner of the couch to sleep. 

As I mentioned before my basset Barnaby was my joy, helper, and loving friend throughout my cancer. I felt so bad leaving him all day during my chemo treatments. He was so happy to see me when I got home.

                                         Here's Barnaby laying on the floor next to me after a treatment.

He would cuddle with me when I cried, he laid on the floor beside my bed where I could reach him. Again he was always so happy to see me when I got home from treatment, wagging tail, spinning about like a pup, I've got a tear now as I think of his love. 

OH yeah, check out my pumpkin, peanut butter treats recipe. Barnaby loves them and they are good for him. 

Treat Recipe

HIS FAVORITE TOY

As his dinner cooks we play with his toy, both Barnaby and my husband love it. It is the robot bone in the video above. My husband runs it by remote with his phone, it rolls on the floor, spins fast, and teases going side to side and forward and back, and Barnaby plays with it for quite a while. Robotic dog toy


Basset Hound mask


Friday, February 5, 2021

Moms-Sallie’s Venus de Milo Soup

 This is a version of Venus de Milo soup as my Husband Jonathan best remembers his Mom making it. It’s like the minestrone soup that the Venus de Milo restaurant in Swansea, MA serves. His Mom made this multiple times a year, but not positive where she got the recipe and don’t know if it is precisely the same as the Venus’s. Boy, it sure tastes like it though. The Venus won’t publish any of its homegrown recipes, therefore there are quite a few versions out there, however, this is basically how he remembers his Mom making it . The recipe is from my memory of when she made it, as, unfortunately, we can’t find her recipe. Instead of Veg-All vegetables in cans, some recipes call for frozen mixed vegetables but, He distinctly remembers that his mother always used the cans. If you’d rather use frozen instead then add it with the water as they’ll obviously need additional time to cook. You’ll see that this recipe says to cook the pasta in the soup because his Mom always did, but you can cook the pasta separately instead and then add it to the soup, which eliminates the last 20 – 30 minutes of cooking if you are in a rush. If you freeze the soup, and it does freeze quite well, the only thing that you don’t want to do is add the pasta. Instead, freeze it without the pasta and add it when you heat it up. Pasta can get mushy when frozen in soup and who wants mushy pasta.

This soup is just great in the fall and winter. Perfect for any snowy day when you want to curl up with a good book and forget about going outside. It’s very delicious and easy to make. Best of all, it tastes even better the second day. Enjoy!

Ingredients:

• 3+ quarts water (or stock)

• 2 undrained cans of Veg-All

• ½ tsp oregano

• 1 cup diced celery

• 1 diced small onion

• 1½ – 2 lbs hamburger (use ground turkey for a healthier version)

• 1 package Lipton onion soup mix

• 1 large undrained can of crushed or diced tomatoes,

• 1 cup orzo

Directions:Sauté the hamburger and onion in a 6 or 8 quart saucepan and sweat the celery near the end. Drain off all of the fat. Add remaining the ingredients, except for the canned veggies and the orzo. Cook for 10 – 15 minutes. Now add the Veg-All and cook another 10 – 15 minutes. Then add the orzo and cook for 10 – 20 minutes as directed on the package. Top each bowl with grated cheese when serving, if desired.

Sunday, December 13, 2020

Being thankful this Holiday season

 

It is the Holiday season and I love it 

Christmas is coming fast I love the season because people are kinder, hope and peace all around.

The vaccine oh almost forget today we finally get the vaccine in the USA for covid 19.   It will be a while before everyone gets the Vaccine. but we now have hope.

 I decorated the house with lights and a tree I think of all the Christmas times before. mom loved it so she decorated the whole house we sang Christmas songs to her classic holiday records blasting on the stereo. I remember cooking and mom covered in flour she always said the messier the better it tastes,  miss mom a lot now that I have had cancer I cried during chemo at times in the night wanting her to hold me Like when I little and not feeling well. and then like I said the holiday memories of her are all around me. The decorating the music and the smells of her recipes that I now cook.

this is not an advert but I remember the cardinals we would get so excited when we would see one in our backyard mom loved them as I do today.  I found a saying or meme one day it said cardinals are messengers from heaven from loved ones lost I have heard many versions of this saying and I believe that when I see one it is moms watching over me I saw many when I was going through chemo they made me feel better, well anyway I made an image this year of cardinals for my shop in her memory it did so well I thank everyone so much. here it is. Have a wonderful Christmas everyone.


End November Thanksgiving

Thankful

thankful to be alive and in remission

thankful for my loving husband and so many friends and family who have prayed and kept my spirits up

but this year I have a special thanks  it is to the people who volunteered for testing of vaccines for covid 19 

and for all the healthcare workers who have responded and held people during the pandemic. 

I am thankful for the scientists and doctors coming up with vaccines.

I am thankful for our troops and the freedoms they fight for. 


I am sad that more people are being diagnosed every day with covid 19 and we are up to 250 thousand dead.

I am sad so many are out of work. that we are entering shutdowns and again kids homeschooling.

I am sad so many fight about politics and have forgotten to love one another in some cases.




Wednesday, November 11, 2020

little update

 we got the blood work it says no cancer markers haven't heard about the group meeting on the removal of ovarian tumor,

we have decided though since we have a huge uptick in virus right now we will only go out when needed like food pick up.

my knee is giving me a lot of trouble waiting on that as well we do not want to die of covid I hope all is ok with you hugs all.




Saturday, October 10, 2020

october- cancer update

 

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Update waiting on blood work to make a decision on surgery they can either

use a robot to remove the left ovary and large growth but if cancerous will need

additional surgery at providence hospital, or could go to providence and have a huge

belly cut do the same but do additional surgery if needed then and their age and

weight make belly cut surgery more dangerous. and longer recovery. Blood work

should help with decisions.

UPDATE PART 2 so we got a phone call this morning from the doctor they are

calling my case special because of my lymphoma so going to put my case in

front of a surgical forum for women and infants at providence hospital, part of

I say WHAT are you serious! how bad is this? really you are scaring me.

another part says ok having multiple opinions from experts and coming to

the conclusion is what you want the best plan right? talk about tears and confusion

all when I just woke up, well feeling better now thought about it I think anyway.


Don’t let it dominate your life, Donald Trump said this about COVID!

Let me tell you any disease that can kill dominates your life without your permission!!!!!!

you do not let it no it just does!!!!! I can say this with my cancer I didn't do anything to get

follicular lymphoma most do not know what causes this blood cancer like Leukemia children

not alive long enough to have done something to cause it, All cancers dominate lives cancer

makes the person sick and need life-saving treatments that are awful and make you sick,

some die the family goes through a lot caring for the person and if they die a lifetime of

sorrow and pain. don't let it dominate Mr trump? What are you saying? again it dominates

we do not let it we have no control. Mr. Trump you just really do not care about people just

your political garbage is all. over 200 thousand deaths because of COVID a virus and still

you do not care Mr trump I pray for our country all the time. we are not in control it is we can

fight and we do fight to get rid of it to get well we do what doctors say unlike you trump we

fight these monsters. you are lucky sir you walked out with all your meds and steroids but

do not brag instead care about all those lives lost to the disease all the families suffering what

it took from them and to those in hospitals fighting to breathe... Mr. Trump.

Monday, August 17, 2020

my results of 6 mo scan

so this week I am going for more tests because in my cat scan they saw something on my ovaries that has moved pretty upset because i suffer anxiety and i do not think any women likes her vajj out for all to see especially older women so upset for many reasons but like aways I am a fighter and will work through this



UPDATE Sept4 --Well went to docs CAT scan was good I have one node still in my lower abdomen it was the aggressive one that was over 2and half CM it is still shrinking smaller than 1cm so good. And rest all still gone and blood work was Good, Next scan in 6 mo, I have a large cyst on my ovary they will probably remove after I meet with another doc. And probably will be soon waiting on a call, asked about port removal he said wants to wait on the ovarian cyst and see what happens with that. So port flush tomorrow. Hugs all , thankful for you all.



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this is when i first heard and wrote on facebook

Well, everyone, I have been crying all morning because here we go again. It started with a weird call this morning from gynecology at kent hospital setting an appointment. Huh? Why? Well, something was seen on your ultrasound. Uhhh no, we didn't have an ultrasound but did have a cat scan. Ok, let us call Dr. Joseph's office and find out what is up. So we call oncology (Dr. Joseph) office. They apologize, apparently, the referral got ahead of the call to us. They saw something in CT scan, a mass has moved. What?? so I have a mass on my ovaries that was seen before but it has changed position since then. So they are scheduling all kinds of tests for me starting with vaginal ultrasound. Yuck! And a gynecology exam and pap smear to start, next could be a biopsy and or removal of it or ovaries or more treatments. I am so upset I was really hoping to be one of those many who go years with no issue in remission. And these exams and location upset me so much with some issues I have with anxiety, depression, and PTSD, on top of worries about the stage of it if it is cancerous, and death, crying.

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